I have no idea what's going on with me?!
Is eveything gonna be ok about the wedding even about the marriage?!
Am I really ready for all these stuff?!
Maybe I shouldn't watch too many "Sex N City" to make me so confused.
So far, as I know,I'm still not ready for the marriage, however, I even don't know how long exactly it takes until I can get ready.
After wedding, I'll become someone's wife, his parents' daughter-in-law.
I'm no longer myself, I can't have my own life.
Besides, I can't live with my Mom anymore.
I'm so scare to face all these changes!
But what can I say? I made this decision, and I have to get over it.
That's what I can tell to myself everyday to make me feel better.
Don't worry about me, just some stupid words!!